Will It Make Our
World Better?
Two months in my new
home. It is wonderful. It is a refuge, an inspiring place, it is my closet from
my childhood. When I was a child, I had the luxury of a large closet with
a low shelf that served as a table large
enough for a lamp and my diary. It was
my world. When I shut the door, I was not alone. The closet was crammed not only with
clothes but Something which fed my mind
and my spirit with hope, love, and dreams.
My new “closet” is filled with that Something. I am reminded
that I have been blessed by the loved of
two good men and for that my heart swells and my tears flow as I overcome with
gratitude. One man was my better half
and he completed me. The other man inspired me to do great things, to realize
the love really is all there is. Close
or far way, love is the fuel that makes the spirit soar.
Some call it the Armageddon. Others say it is an Awakening. I say it is what I, as
an individual have
created when I did not
take responsibility for the bad in my
own little world. Some blame the Devil, another culture, or race, or a
government. I am guilty too. Like the others, I saw the cause as something
outside myself.
We are like the
raindrop who does not want to take responsibility for the flood.
Today, I see I am left
with only my ,words which will be most likely censored by those who believe they can harness what is not their domain – our souls.
But I have lived long enough to know that although I cannot
see the big picture, like electricity and the sun, the big picture still exists even though I cannot see it , there is a bigger picture.
I also know that I cannot ride into my
future by harnessing the will of others,
nor by acquiring all the money in the world.
Today and tomorrow
are mine to embrace, but only if I become
responsible and seek what I believe is true for me. And what is that? For me it is invisible. I seek only guidance, not from the news or socail media but guidance through my connection to a higher power whom I choose
to call God. He lives in the closet of
my soul.
Whatever I do or say today. Will it make the world better?